Me Myself and I

2006-08-21T01:50:00.000-07:00

yes i noe i very long never update le..ahah but my tag board is still alive!!haha
anyways..din really have the mood to write...
been really upset, heartbroken, jealous and confussed to update...
also come to this page den dunno how and wat to type...
got to many thinks gg through my head at 1 go...

hmm..dunno wat's gg on in me anymore..
been thinking alot but never found an ans to all my problems...
whenever i stare into space i will just think abt him...
and sometimes start to tear...
i think i'm gg crazy...
i'm love sick!!! not...
dunno lahs...
it's been 1month since i last saw him in class...
every week i go to class just hopping to see him..but 4 the past 4weeks he din turn up...
i finally saw him online ytd...
talked to him and asked him if he was planning to get comfirmed and he said no....
sighz...damn sad already sia...
i really hope he comes this week...
take it as my last time seeing him...

anyways...dun feel like blogging anymore...
dunno when will be my next time blogging so ya...

2004-08-31T05:45:00.000-07:00

tell u ah i dame piss man or should i say hurt by wad someone told me:(wad she said was dame hurting lor...me and her was best buddy and now...dunno wad to say la...sighz...dunno if i should consider as my best buddy still.... :(. shall not 1 2 abt tt anymore...

i tell u ah it's so unfair...today my sis spoil my good mood...shit her la...*dame piss off with her*tell u ah... she thinks tt she is some1 so great lor...she's like so not lor...was trying 2 be nice to her today by buying her a rose* which like cost a bomb* than now wad do i get from her??Orders....keep asking me to do tis do tt...dame piss man...than her excuss was sorry la busy la...she's like so not lor...somemore she can ask me to mop the floor when she is like standing beside the mop lor...so shittfied...sighz wad to do have to listen to sis wad....

2004-08-24T05:43:00.000-07:00

wad have i done to u to make u so angry with me???
wad did i say or do to make u angry???
tell me pls...i really nd to no wad i did or say....
pls if it was abt the thing tt i did or say abt her i'm sorry ok???
she has already forgiven me...y can't u??
i can't go on without toking to u during training...pls forgive me...
i hope u will understand how i feel...all the pain and the lonlyness i have to go true...
so all i want 2 say is i'm sorry...

2004-08-23T00:36:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since i blogged...sighz...dame busy nowadays in shl mans...got lots and lots of homeworke...it SUCKS....well no choich lah...so sian now...so happy 2day manz...got no homework....can u belive it NO HOMEWORK...so happy...but den got history test tml...so sucky lor...dun even no wad they toking abt...wad? shi dynasty? dun even no wad tt is...haiz...dunwan 2 tok abt tt liaoz....
Hmm...to someone out there (even tho u r not reading my blog....)today was the very first u said hi to me happily.dame happy to c u happy even tho u have exams now...dun stressed out so much ya?? must take good care of yerself yes??winks...hmm...a few of you might no who i'm toking abt rite?? so ssshhhh ok...lol...ok shall stop blogging liaoz....tc pple...c ya ard...peace out...**P

2004-08-01T00:00:00.000-07:00

so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick so sick ......
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i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u

2004-07-24T23:41:00.000-07:00

i'm so proud of myself 2day...cos ah...i had flag day 2day...than i'm like those type tt dun dare 2 ask pple for donation one but 2day i did it...and i had half a bag filled with coins and notes...so happy manz...btw...i went to novena and do the thing la...than a lot of pple there very generous 1...never ask them 2 donate they also dinate...tis is y i like singaporeans...lol..ok i'm just being lame...ok anyways...i finally got 2 watch my mean girls man...you should go watch man....it's dame nice and funny lor...i almost died of laughter....anyways...i dunno if i should be happy or not...cos ah i just cut my hair...after so long...but now i look like 1 toot...a lot of pple is making fun of my hair lor...even my bro and sis...*sob*

2004-07-14T02:02:00.000-07:00

Yea!!! i so happy 2day manz...first of all i got 2 miss school 2day because i have bowling comptition... and because i finally got 3 strikes in a row 2day after so long...so happy manz...bowling bowling bowling...wad can i say...tis is the best cca i have ever join man...it makes my life dame happy lor...especially when u make new friends...lol... wad can i say abt competition? hmm...is not tt scary la...i have also thought tt it would be very scary 1 but ya...lol...so 2 all the bowlers out there who r reading...gd luck 2 all u guys 4 tml team events hope tt we come in the top 4 ya??? so tc dun so stress ok??
ok anyways...i heard from my classmate tt almost all of them got punish by my maths teacher beacuse they didnt remember the formular. so stupid rite...wad kind of teacher is this man...pple already in normal memorie not tt gd still 1 2 punish them...but is 4 our own gd la so ya...lol...anyways...i so lucky i not in school,if not i will also stand 4 sure 1....lol...o wells...

2004-07-02T00:48:00.000-07:00

school is madness man...go back school already got homework...wad is this man...than also i have been moving places to places in class cos my teacher la say wad those talktive pple must sit infront than keep moving me back...but is good la...lol...anyways....2day school was quiet fun la cos we had teacher singing songs 2 us...lol...especially the she bangs she bangs the song...than i also very happy cos ah i got in 4 bng...n i'm gg 2 play 4 a competition soon...yea!!!but i very scard i let my school down man...wow pple who r gg 2 cheer dun cheer 4 me ok cos very stress 1 ah...(like who ones 2 cheer 4 me rite)lol....anyways...kinda not feeling well now cos i'm like seeing 2 of the same things...ok nvm like who cares rite...can't wait 2 2night man cos i gg out...lol...(like nobody go out b4 rite)ok sorry i am not rubbish la so ya...than tml night at abt 11pm at night gg 4 the ij art festival so exciting lor...can't wait 2 go manz...but i gg with my sis and mum and 1 of my friend la...so ya...i just pray tt i won't c miss teo man...if not i die already ah...cos my sis n her no each other than my sis will ask miss teo 2 look out 4 me in school...than cannot be bad girl in school liaoz....sob sob...ok i'm not saying tt i'm bad ah...

2004-06-27T04:16:00.000-07:00

Sighz...gg back 2 school tml liaoz...so saddening lor...anyways...just finish my wrok 2day dame stress man...anyways...gtg off soon cos nd 2 go eat dinner mum bad mood 2day man...scary...ask her teach me my english than she say the word wrongly than i correct her than she shouted at me say wad i so rude...like wad a hell lor...trying 2 help her only rite...so piss man... anyways...my sis is sick had 2 take her 2 doctor yesterday... than she lean on me all the way there mind as well carry her all the way rite... anyways...she is much better now...pray 4 her 2 get well soon tho...ok ok mum really angry liaoz...have to go liaoz...

2004-06-22T21:22:00.000-07:00

Ok ok pple stop tagging on my board 2 ask me 2 update ok...i very lazy 2 update la...anyways...i very the happy mans...because ah i got in to school team 4 bowling u no?? But i only made it to the top 16 now i must wait 2 get to the top 12 inorder to get in the team...if i dun get 2 the top 12 nvm...i still will be a reserve still in the school team rite?? but not as gd as the rest la...i pity the rest who didn't make it...nvm it's ok pple u still can try harder still got next year...so dun be so disappointed ok guys?? ok enough toking abt bowling ...

Hmm...last week of the june holidays liaoz...hate gg back school manz... anways...haven even finish my work yet...die la...tis whole week gg 2 be a busy 1....sighz...anyways...me taking a break so decided 2 check my blog...and all i c on my board is mar update can....sighz...so now mel and the rest u happy now?? i update my blog liaoz...ok gtg better go back doing my work liaoz...tc pple...and remember pple in bowling tt didn't get in try harder never give up ya?? tc lots...

2004-05-31T19:37:00.000-07:00

so long never write liaoz...sighz...guess maybe got no time 2 write...anyways is june holidays liaoz so happy...but than ah fall sick on the first day...so unlucky....o wells... omg there is 1 huge bug beside me now...shit man...dame scared...anyways...i having funny pple tagging on my board leh especially juliet...i'm not saying tt u cannot tag la but u must tell me how u no mw 1 wad....than got another person call angel also dunno who u r...sighz...can u pls tell me who u r....or how u no me pls...cos u guys are freaking me out man...ok dun think have anything 2 write liaoz so...tata

2004-05-08T07:01:00.000-07:00

Ahaha i can't stand shl and my life anymore...frist thing...in shl last week 1 of my friend in the canteen say ahaah i can't stand looking at ur fACE...than i went wadever nobody ask u 2 look at me rite... is so insulting lor... not very happy 2 hear tt tho...anyways... not even half a month yet all my friend starting 2 hate me....sighz...wad can i do?? i'm born this way can't help it...
Now even my best friend Christina is trying 2 ignore me i think...if not y don't she reply my sms or even say hi or bye 2 me when she sees me...anyways...it all started when i told her tt i cannot stop toking 2 Michelle. After tt day she stopped toking 2 me...sighz...wad 2 do?? now she's like in my house and not toking 2 me. And somemore she is siting beside jared my friend.i'm so jealous...now i think he is happy...it's not fair lor...Freaking hell u no...y must all this crap happen 2 me???
Anyways...2 those pple who r reading this good luck 4 yer exam ya?? take care and god bless..

2004-04-29T05:48:00.000-07:00

Hiya...so long me never wirtes liaoz...been rather busy now a days. Got a lot of homework and test manz...can die 1 lor..anyways got exam tml...i cannot fail if i fail can say bye bye 2 shl liaoz la...i dunno wad 2 write leh...so sian...sighz...ok la i think i shall stop here...bye...

2004-04-12T00:36:00.000-07:00

ah yo...me so long never write liaoz...been rather busy...sighz...ok anyways...me like very tired...*Yawnz...dunno wad 2 write leh...ai ya i think i shall just go la...bye...XP

2004-04-07T05:55:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody....i so happy 2day lor...my friend allowed me 2 write letter 2 her...n guess wad her name is pet...ij girls i'm sure u no who she is...lol...ok anyways...me got pft 2day...very proud of myself cos i jump 182cm i think yup...i broke my record ;aioz...yeah!!!!ok sorry i'm being crayz la so ya...ok i gtg pple bye...

2004-04-03T07:08:00.000-08:00

2day long day manz...every sat all the same 1...go bowling...miss cat class as per-normal....went home use com,go church 4 choir,went 4 mass,went 2 my cousin house to celebrat her mum's b'day and here i am writing my blog...ok anyways...kind of tired la...anyways...having a headace la...cos of the hit on my head yesterday by my friend...pain sia....lalala....i very bored leh....lalaalal....ok ok i think i will go play neopets la...bye pple...

2004-04-02T04:07:00.000-08:00

Imagine me and you, I do I think about you day and night It's only right To think about the girl you love And hold her tight So happy together If I should call you up Invest a dime And you say you belong to me And ease my mind Imagine how the world could be So very fine So happy together I can't see me loving nobody but you For all my life When you're with me Baby the skies will be blue For all my life Me and you And you and me No matter how they tossed the dice It had to be The only one for me is you And you for me So happy together Me and you And you and me No matter how they tossed the dice It had to be The only one for me is you And you for me So happy together ......

lol...ok sorry i'm crayz abt tt song...anyways...i dunno wad 2 say 4 2day so ya i'm not gg 2 write liaoz bye...

2004-03-30T03:32:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a great day manz....had sports day....and 4 the very first time i won a medal 4 sports day lor...tts y it was a great day...lol...very lame rite...ok ok anyways...2day it's ok la...excepte 4 gg to tution later la...i dun feel like gg leh...so boarding 1 lor...ok anyways...kind of eating my lunch now...and it sux like shit lor...eating pasta...i like pasta 1 but than ah this sauce taste like like....i dunno wad la...than the noodles cook like 4 1/2 an hour already lor...but still very hard...ok i think i shall go throw it away now and make pizza and eat liaoz...bye...

2004-03-27T23:47:00.000-08:00

Hmm...yesterday 4got 2 write my blog so i'm gg 2 write yesterday 1 and 2day 1 2gether... so here it goes...Yesterday was a great day...Pet finally added me in msn...and something eles la but me not gg 2 say wad it is...anyways 2day was ok ok la...kind of doing my homework and all la... than also hoping 2 c pet online so ya...me just found out tt her brother or"brother" is my friend...ok anyways ask u people ah do u no how 2 make a tag board and the musie?? if u no can teach me how pls....:) thanks...ok gtg liaoz bye people...

2004-03-26T04:59:00.000-08:00

2day wasn't such a bad day tho...anyways...had bowling competition again...went to cheer 4 them....and i found out that all the people in bowling were funny....especially anastasia...lol...ok anyways...dun even no her tt well yet la so ya...anyways...i had geog lesson 2 period....i only 1 4 1 cos nd 2 go 4 the bowling thing....and in 1 peorid you no how many times my teacher say follow???9 times....wao lao dame irritating lor...ok anyways like waiting 4 all my friends 2 come online....so boredlor...waited like 1hour + but haven't come on lor...anyways me 1 2 go watch tv liaoz so me will sign off liaoz....bye people....

2004-03-25T01:52:00.000-08:00

AHHHAHHH....i'm so angry 2day...From wad i heard my soon 2 be god brother says tt i'm a ass-hole...and say that i stuck up 2 my 2 best friend Chris and Char.... He also say that i'm very spoiled because i went 2 genting during the march holiday...i got 2 buy a lot of thing i 1 and he didn't...He always call me a ass-hole or idiot....than he say during mass i will pretend 2 pay attention 2 father...he's making so mad nowadays man...

OK anyways....2day i had a very bad day in school got scolding from teacher 4 not writing 1 stupid word lor than tml have 2 go school at 7... wao lao 1 word only lor...freak man....Than now have 2 write like 1 2 chapter of geog notes...like hell ya man...so angry manz...2day is the badees of the badees day lor never been this angry in whole life lor....

O ya remember something funny 2day ...got this boy he was in the same bus as me bus 56...there was this sharp turn and he fell from his chair...it was dame funny lor...than his friend say so loudly 2 the boy tt fell "i didn't push u ah..."i heared tt i wanted 2 laugh manz....ok gtg liaoz bye....

2004-03-24T04:58:00.000-08:00

*So dame angry manz* i like write this 5 times liaoz lor and it will not publish it on my website.... ok anyways i have't been writting 4 quite a while liaoz...anyways...i die 2day man...my maths teacher found out i took 1 of me friend maths assignment and copy....ok anyways... i miss my geog teacher...she gg 2 teach in cjc instead...and now my old teacher is back...dun like her she sux man...people in 1/6 i'm sure u dun like her 2 rite??? ok anyways i 1 2 run 4 my shl sport's day leh...but i missed the heats 4 it wad a wast man....ok i will go now 1 2 watch my chinese show now bye peoplez....

2004-03-20T04:18:00.000-08:00

Sighz...2day is so boring....also dunno wad 2 write....hmm...let me c went 2 choir eat dinner than come and here i am.... nobody is toking 2 me....so boring....i haven't even done my hw finish yet...me dun feel like gg 2 shl...it's so boring n i find it very scary 2 go shl....lol...kinda hearing my favourite song "Toxic" rite now so ya.....aiya can't think wad 2 write la.... i think i shall go...adiyos...

2004-03-19T07:13:00.000-08:00

Sighz....just got 2 join tis thing like 2day only... wellz...i think is quite fun la...can write wad ever i 1...lol... ok anyways... 2day is a very happy day 4 me cos i did all my maths hw finish... i got like 200 over sums 2 do... dame tired lor... my maths teacher is crayz man....lol...